instead of doing a history essay, i’m sitting on here looking at cute couples and thinking ‘why the fuck can’t i have that?’. jesus wept:|

do you know what hurts the most? you walking past me like i never meant anything to you. it’s weird how you can go from so much to so little, it’s sad that only now i am realising that everything you said was bullshit and you didn’t mean a anything you said. but you know, it’s happened before so i should be used to having this done to me but i don’t know why it hurts more, maybe it’s because i told you i didn’t want to get hurt again and you promised me you wouldn’t, but you did. you broke your only promise to me and for that i hate you.

ah you’re such a fucking nobend